Fear, does it scare you? If yes, what is your greatest fear in life? Name just one. Fear makes thinking hurt. Sometimes it hurts so hard I can’t breathe. I often fall to my knees …in silence. Fear is real. Life. It can blindside a family in a blink. Fear, what do we most fearContinue reading “FEAR”
I woke up this morning (6/30/2020) at 4:00 a.m. and couldn’t go back to sleep. My mind began racing. I picked up my phone and looked at the date, 764 days. It’s been 764 days of life without our Son, Joseph. Feels like 7 hrs. 64 minutes, or 7 minutes-64 seconds, what it doesn’t feelContinue reading “764 Days”
JUSTICE FOR DEMI https://www.instagram.com/tv/CBRPAPfJzh4/?igshid=9it02ghw2x4c June 12, 2020 Dear Senator Shannon Grove, (Email: firstname.lastname@example.org) My name is [Insert Your Name] and I reside at [Insert Your Address] in [Insert Your City], California. On April 19, 2019, Demi Dominguez and her newborn son Malakhi both tragically died as a direct result of negligence, while under the medicalContinue reading “JUSTICE FOR DEMI”
As I wake up to this day, I can hear my phone pinging one after another. It’s Mother’s Day. Text messages are coming in to wish me a beautiful day. I look at my phone there’s 23 text messages, I look forward to reading each one, somebody’s thoughtful words sent my way gives my heartContinue reading “Year 2 – Mother’s Day You’re Still Not Here”
I’m angry. I’m sad. I’m confused. I’m tired. I’m laughing. I’m hurt. I’m running. I’m frightened. I’m worried. Im trying. I’m uncertain. I’m exhausted. I’m crying. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m dreaming. I’m crazy. I’m hoping. I’m shocked. I’m smiling. I’m screaming. I’m lost. I’m praying. I’m Sorry.
Monday, Memorial Day, May 28, 2018, it was an ordinary afternoon. It was a good day, I had no complaints and life was feeling absolutely peaceful. remember thinking how good I felt, no complaints. We were happy as a family, everyone was healthy and I was looking forward to a huge celebration on August 31st.Continue reading “NINETNINED – Joe’s Story”
Today is our second Thanksgiving holiday, it’s quite obvious this feeling I woke up to comes from the absence of Joe. It’s every day I feel him not here but this second year holiday it’s painfully powerful. My thoughts are running fast and I’m thinking all over the place. He still not here. Self-talk kicksContinue reading “Pain & Joy – Thanksgiving 2019”